November is here....

The other day friend asked me, what do you want my darling? well I want to live, I want to be happy, I want to buy a small house with the garden,.... So why don't you do that, was her response.
Well let me think ( I'm happy ) but the other things ... don't know. :) and it si  true I don't know, I think this is some kind of forties crisis.
 Don't get me wrong I like to be 40 years old / young :) but something is definitely  going on, maybe the hormones, or maybe it's because winter is coming, or maybe is some kind of energy shift, I really  don't know.
Lately I don't do much weaving any more, my crochet hook is in the drawer I started to cook and bake a lot ( I cooked before, but baking oh no, that is definitely not my mojo ). And yes I'm learning the magic of food styling, and food photography, not for likes on Instagram but for me, well if somebody say good things about my photo it is very nice, I must say.
I think the universe is playing games with me, he definitely has some secret agenda for me, but I don't see it at the moment :).
I  did finished my Usui Reiki master class, so I'm the master teacher of Usui Reiki now yeah :) so happy for that. Maybe the energy shifted in that process, you know, and maybe it is time to make drastic changes on my life path ( again ). For everybody who is reading my blog ( if so ) I did a lot of changes on may  path through the years, just because I start to feel trapped in process of doing something permanently, I'm always looking for something new to make, to learn new things, new skills...  I know the people think this is absolutely crazy, but you know I don't give a F... what other people think or say any more. It is me, take it or leave it.
So, my dearest readers, be happy, live your life, do what you like, talk the way you like, express your self, and the most important thing, don't listen to anybody, not even me :) Life is to damn short!!!
love you all


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